Lately I've just been feeling bogged down. I always feel so stupid talking about things that are bothering me because other people have serious issues to deal with, and I never feel like I do, really. I sometimes think that people who never have to deal with anything difficult in life just over-dramatize the little things, and maybe thats what I'm doing. I guess though, I still can't get away from it all. As much as I want to pretend everything is okay, I can't, and its affecting the way I feel about every other thing. Example number 1: almost crying when my friday night plans didn't work out.
I feel as though everything that goes wrong in life is escalated by the fact that I spent the previous four months of my life believing a dream. Now I'm back in real life, I suppose, but I still like to live in my pretend bubble.
Everything I know is getting flipped upside down and I, obviously, don't know how to deal with it.
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